The First Entry

It's always different to begin the first entry of a new site. People are wondering why you transferred. People will wonder what you're going to say. People will sometimes even forget your have a new one. I guess I just wanted a little change in my life, if you do call this blog a part of me and my so-called life.

What do I plan to say? It's still coming to me. And I intend to leave nothing in my heart once again like my other entries. I've always believed in pouring your heart out, and this is what this site will be all about. It will be about my frustrations, my ambitions, my gazillion realizations, in layman's terms my life.

I have realized that I've really changed throughout these years I've been online. I've morphed from a shy kid who couldn't say anything into a freshman in college who can't seem to shut up. I've gained lots and lots of friends, and I'm not ashamed to say that they're the greatest ever. They've been there when my light was dim, and they've been there when it was my turn to shine. You see, I'm a very complicated person. I'm not your ordinary kid who just follows life whereever it takes him/her. I'm someone who tries to do things with a little pizzaz. I try to be a little bit more different. People ask me why me and this certain girl aren't together. I say I'm waiting. They ask waiting for what? I can't answer them, but they understand. I really can't explain most of my actions, but I'd like to believe behind every decision of mine lies the shadow of God lurking. Now, I don't mean to come off as some holy dude, because although I think God and I have this really great understanding, I'm not really the symbol of holiness if you know what I mean. What can you expect? I'm not perfect and I make mistakes. And I love making mistakes. I love learning to become stronger (even though the learning usually takes place after I get pretty pissed at my parents who scold me). But I really do try to be the best Christian. I try to love as Jesus did. If I don't, chalk it up to another learning experience for me.

Now, what did I just say? I've just pretty much said a bit about me. Well, maybe more than a bit. From what you've read, I'm sure you don't really still know who I am. Good. I want it that way. I want to be mysterious. There's a certain excitement if you don't know the person who's writing. Usually the excitement builds up and you just can't take it anymore and you just have to know the person. Will that happen? See for yourself.