Crazy?!

I want to do something crazy. I want to be something crazy. I want to be known as the doer of crazy things. I want to be known as one of the best all around people in the world. There is too much monotony in my life I think I need to shake things up. This is my only life, and I don't think I'm living it to the fullest. I don't even know what's stopping me. But I want to be exciting for a change. But not the let's-jump-of-a-bridge excitement, the kind that really makes you smile without the hazards of dying. I'm talking about waking up in a foreign country with lots of possibilities. I'm talking about waking up to a brand new day and feeling hopeful that something good will happen. I'm talking about going to my own nirvana, a place where I can be who I want to be and not have to worry about restrictions. I have this perfect scene played out in my head.

"Dino, wake up it's 2 in the afternoon. Let's go."

"Where?"

"Does it matter?"

Sigh. I'd love to have this scene reenacted.