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My mind is blank yet again. But I will try to squeeze whatever ounce of ideas my mind has left into this entry. If you can call it one. My day was pretty boring today, so if you read on, you're probably really interested about me or you're really close to me. Haha.:)

My highlight (or not) of the day was not getting into Basic Math. I passed, and even though most people would say that my score was a pretty good score, I'm still pretty disappointed with it. I believe that that test would be my chance to get high in Math but I didn't do well. And it sucks because I know it's my fault. I had 20 minutes left but I just picked my paper up, gave it to the proctor (actually even smiled, as if mocking the test), then left. Little did I know that was one of the worst things I could have ever done. This is KARMA first hand.

I will never do that again. Complacency killed me. And now I'm left to ponder once again. The what ifs, the could have beens that I thought were SO high school have come back AGAIN to rear its ugly head towards me. Habits, habits, habits. I'm so mad at myself for failing my expectations yet again. Now all I can tell myself is next time. My confidence in myself is shattered yet again, and I have myself to thank. *BOW* I'm the master of complacency.

But I still reside in your light. I love you.:)