Nighttime Musings.

It's been a really long time since I posted some thoughts of mine about the world. I guess it's because I haven't had enough time or I was too preoccupied with something else to talk about things like that. Maybe, seeing that I have time on my hands, I can offer a little point of view on things.

I haven't really been thinking lately. And I believe this is why I don't understand what I've been feeling. Heck, up until now I don't get myself. But I don't think anyone does understand themselves completely. This is why a lot of people aren't content with their lives. Everyone's really busy, trying to learn more about themselves that they really feel depressed if they don't have a grasp on their actions and emotions. A lot of people complain too. It's like it wasn't their fault they were in that situation. Though there are exceptions, it is very rare that someone is put into a situation he/she didn't decide on. Actually, simply, to quote Bill Gates: "Life's not fair. Deal with it."

Just deal with it. Roll with the punches. Envying other people who seem to be perfect will do you no good. Sooner or later, they will have stuff to deal with too. No one is blessed with a perfect life. In fact, having a perfect life isn't even a blessing. How will you get hurt and learn? How do you even learn if you don't make mistakes? How will you experience life at its peak and depth if you're perfect? Ironically though, a lot of people strive for it. Why is this the summit of success then? I don't understand. If you strive for success, they tell you you'll never make it. But if you don't they say you're lazy. What is it you're supposed to do then? Sit still and be numb? That doesn't sound like a very good plan.

It's amazing how much you can think about when you're at home on a Saturday night. I'm a loser. So what. Sue me.